Personal space is being invaded! AHHHHHH!!

2008-10-06T02:17:00.000-07:00

Realising wishes.

So bored of this blog. I think ima pull it down and set up a new one in place. Criss-cross-identity doesnt apply to me anymore. Fine with what I am now.

So stomp on it and tear it down.

Yes. Its only how more days to last phase of secondary school life. By then everyone would drift apart. So depressing. Make an effort.

Btw look at these chucks. I want a pair man.
Kickass, literally.

Going back to school for nightclass.

her.

2008-09-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

Introspection

One of my good friends told me, my habit of thinking I have multiple personalities, "its probably your way of escaping reality". I dont know, I think I agree with the statement. It keeps me happy just about all the time, its like throwing the bars on every other person or thing that makes me sad. But I don't know why sometimes I'd suddenly smile or frown over nothing. I don't know. But aint it good? This way I won't keep grudges or feel sad over any other sad thing.

Phasing in and out of moods when I feel like it. Hiding behind my computer being the monkey that I am.

Irony, I hate sports, but then I prefer things done quickly, ending up I either run anywhere I need to or walk quickly.One day im going to learn how to skate like a pro, no need to walk or run im already much faster.

Playing with hair, they say it gives some sorta therapeutic effect. Quite true, it does make the process of spacing out easier.

Im super curious, the weirder or more mysterious a person is the more I like him or her. leave my besties outta this they're not weird

Give me a rainy day or cloudy windy day.

school

2008-09-16T06:04:00.000-07:00

Character sheet

Name:Darren "Nefrodiv" Loh
Age :...
Height:...
Weight:...

Likes:Sleeping,Frowning,Scented candles,Making holes in objects,Unagi,Rose syrup,Plants,Green things,Visual Kei(oshare),Music,AKFG,Plasters,Clocks,Paper,Watches,Candies,Sand,Cats,Glass,Good unique artisan crafts,Parapara,Writing nonsense,Sea shells,Retarded looking dolls,Wood ornaments,Cooking,Bursting balloons,Marbles,Funny people,Nice people,Cute things(people?>_>),Running,Rainy weather,Water guns +more i dont know.

'Not'likes:People who dress like crap,People who make others sad,PE...wtf i hate PE,Bitter gourd,Empty fridges,Being tickled,Lousy noob anime,books,movies plots,etcetc..Meaningless songs,Being asked for a same reply again and again,Television(coz local progs suck,fine everything just about sucks except reality shows,discoverychn,natgeo,you know...>_>),Gastric,People without a sense of humour,Doris Lim(lol),Being used.

-ahh>_> slackerloh.

2008-09-14T06:22:00.000-07:00

Oh wells.

I don't know what to say. So much for even fat hope. Gone like the wind. Seemingly a joyous occasion to me that you now have someone else thats better than me. I don't really know whether im truly happy or what, love is supposed to be giving not being selfish. I suppose its gameover for me, why would I even try for someone out of my league. The sting of naivety, tears flowed. With some introspection. Alright, I always thought I could make you happy, your smile meant that much, looking for methods I delved too deep.
I hope you're reading this. My exact feelings are thank you. For teaching me so much about life. To face reality. Although it was harsh, no pain no gain. I still love you, but those feelings would fade with time and resolution, please stay happy.
I cant be your friend, you haven't been nice since I knew you until now, I'll only interpret it as false hope, so...

One level less callow. Darren 'Nefrodiv' Loh.

fear

2008-09-08T12:28:00.001-07:00

Fear

I understand now.

Aspirations

2008-08-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

aspirations

I know now. Ill tell the whole friggin world.
Tell me that im an emo,a crazy person,a weird person. I accept gladly.
Ill the the best emo crazy weirdest person in the world.

I told __(insert your name)__ ,

One day when i grow up, im going to be an accountant. "what can you do. cannot tak che" Thats why i give a damn now. When im an accountant, ill pick up many other skills. Ill learn how to cook,make coffee,play instruments and lastly design my own restaurant. A humble little small shop it might be,it'll still make you feel at home. Chat with old customers like friends for a thousand years. Feel the warmth of sharing a little love with everyone.

Its not all about money.

-stupid story by the loh-

freakedout

2008-08-21T02:56:00.000-07:00

UGLY

lol...was surfing for random things today...saw a closeup for houseflies, i think im scared of them now. coz their so friggin ugly.

*school* praise to singaporean girls the japs girls are ugly.*school*

*thoughts* make up your friggin mind you fool. its high time you fly far and high. discard your thoughts of whatsoever joy.

-rainy weather- yes i enjoy it. But... like the "LEKman" says: its been scientifically proven that sugar dissolves in rain.'
I fear for my kind sweet friends.

If you had a kind of superpower what would you want?
Its been said the human mind is the most cunning and destructive weapon. I want the power of creation. -doggy

I wish i was transported to a savannah for a picnic. Run freely and touch the sky, sit and enjoy a night of stars.

"Sia lurrh, got bluud"

If you had the power to do one thing without being blamed for you would...
I think i would hug someone. or maybe throw a mad fit and vent hate on everything and feel good after :D

Balcony
plants are blooming with a hella flowers.
catfish is smelly as ever.
Tibit(bunny) <---slacker. *relac one korner*

*random end*
Thank You.

music

2008-07-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

Music part2.

I think I feel a change. In temperaments, music does make my day. Living day by day with my iTunes and then suddenly looking at the whole world again with a different perspective. Ahh. "why didnt i feel so happy before"

-Watching Nodame Cantible. After many many recomendations from many many people. Yeah thanks its a really nice story+music (: I just started. Any spoilers will not be tolerated.

Clouds

You know. Nowadays there are lots of clouds. It makes me really happy -into weird things- Staring out of the window. Stopping halfway on the street. Just to gaze. I mean doesn't feel romantic? I get my rain everyday. After the rain theres still so many clouds left to gaze the sunset. Pinky orange clouds. Then I can go lalala I feel so happy today.

P.S(postal script or paiseh.lol both will do)btw i forgot to take the pics of the lil chicks. my bad :P

eheh:D dont jump to your conclusions. I just really like nature. read this and understand.

ro.man.tic / adj 1.(of persons) having ideas, feelings, etc remote from experience and real life; given to romance(4); visionary 2.of, like, suggesting, romance: ~ scenes/adventures/tales/situations. a ~ old castle 3. (in art, literature and music) marked by feeling rather than by intellect; preferring grandeur, passion, informal beauty, to order and proportion (opp of classic and classical):the romantic poets

Music.

2008-07-09T05:48:00.000-07:00

Music.

Is like food. Dont you think so. I feel so. It keeps me contented. It soothes my emotions. And gets me upset when there is a lack of it.
Music is defined something you feel is pleasant to hear. Its a opinion of what you feel is Music and the leftover is called Noise. Apparently, all the sounds we hear everyday. The so called noise pollution like traffic jams,screaming etc.etc.. If people learnt to indulge in the moment, not like its a comfortable idea. But if one experiences worse. They'll learn to treasure. Nothing is too bad. Its how good it is.

"I've always thought about about headphones, not cause its AWESUM,kool or whatever shit. It just goes well with my character i guess..." *flashback* "Why dont you continue using earphones. You could share them with your friends." I've given much thought about that. K then. No headphones. So as not to give out whatever negative anti auras. So amusing right. -insensitivity-

Thank you for reading.*takes a bow*

fear

2008-07-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

"Wonderland"

I dont know whether you can imagine the screech that i hear.
Its absolutely terrifying to me. Well i guess.
Picture an image of a boy or girl in your mind.
That person. Is feeling physical and emotional pain on alternate seconds
Tears flow. Continued with pathetic wails of pain. She/He then felt hatred towards her/his saviour. "Why didn't you help me","...i hate you,i HATE you,i HATE YOU,I HATE YOU
-Under this set please now try to imagine in one sound-
*pant*Shriek**Yell**Scream**Screech*

-k- is pronounced in alphabet tone NOT what hck kay kay kay D:<
hhhhhhhhhh sound it like its hollow
HHHHHHH is the same. since it already is stretched beyond its limits. Its like a Hi(hee) sound

(hck-k-kr-gghgahhrggGGGhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHhh...)

-IMPORTANT- I am no where close to that person or am that person. just having fun

ok relax im not mad. just really really bored.

life.

2008-06-25T02:19:00.000-07:00

Life.

Hey dear readers (:
Life has been very amusing recently
No not school or whatever,
those has it's ups and downs.
I was pleasantly greeted by a fully built nest
on one of my plants.
Some weird oddly shaped cactus.
Yes i found eggs inside the nest.
Snap it one day and post it yeah?

mmm

2008-06-22T04:04:00.000-07:00

Things...

I swear..this vicious cycle.
The moment one friend gets closer the other drifts further.
Sure...I care about all of them.
Cause there are few.
I cant live my life in scorn.
Please understand.
I dig out seeds of sorrow that you sow.
It is until how long more i shall give up.
So...evil takes form.
We pray that day never comes.
Nah just joking.
At most I'll breakdown and cry(die) <--same rhyme/tune
Even My important person.
He is dieing.
My other most important person.
He is unsure.
My other most important person.
She is flying away.
My other most important person.
I go unnoticed in her eyes.
My other most important person.
She is having trouble with her other people.
My other most important person.
I hardly get a chance to contact him.
My other most important person.
I go unnoticed in his eyes.
My other most important person.
She bears hatred within.(not for me:P)
My other most important person.
He is involved with other things.
My other most important person.
She has school to catch up with.

All these 10 are seperate entities.
It is up to you to decide are you one of these or not at all.

One day lets sit down and have a tea.

I pray...

IDENTIFICATION

2008-06-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

IDENTIFICATION

ID

lol...yes my desktop. spooky eh?
get jilted everytime i close my windows back to desktop.
blank image staring at me.
but then i refuse to change the picture.
its so amusing yes?
mm. bye~

noob

2008-06-12T23:31:00.000-07:00

Lousiest of his kind

Im not anything.
Im not a rocker
Im not an emo
Im not a punk
Im not a nerd
Im not tom,dick or harry
Im not happy
Im not sad
Im not a hater
Im not a lover
Im not deceased
Im not alive either
I dont feel so
Im not like others
Why cant I be normal
Im not comprehensible
Im random
Sometimes...I feel that I have a thousand other past lives infused into myself
Multiple personalities.
I am happy
I am angry...
What is the meaning of self-existance.
Im sure everyone asks themselves that.
Some come up with answers quickly.
Some take a longer time
And people like me.
The -oh so few- are baffled how they could come up with answers so quickly.

Im not like those liers.
I wont become what im not meant to be.
There must be more depth.
More character.

Nevermind leave it at that.

questing for character

- btw after all that i still have good friends :D -
count
7+13+ those i havent realised.
oh well...

After 10years
20years
this question will remain unanswered.

long.

2008-06-07T08:25:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time

A long long time ago,
there was this boy who
blogged. One day he
decided to stop blogging.
After close to one month,
he came back and saw three
really lame tags and
decided to blog again.
Thus, he blogged happily
ever after. -The End-

Lol~ frigging bored now i have been away for awhile
living my days away with multitasking of homework.chatting.study.slack and all.
Im really bored. I guess you are too. so i thought if you had the time to read this entry. you should watch this 3 videos. (:
catface ep.1
catface ep.2
catface ep.3

diediedie.

2008-05-21T01:57:00.001-07:00

diediedie

._ ." sez: death is approaching. zomfg......

>_> sez: whats the prob.

._ ." sez: parents meeting...ZOMFG ;- ;

>_> sez: =_____= *sigh*

._ ." sez: *runs into room screaming*AHHHHHHHH!

>_> sez: !!!

-meeeehh...... >_>

2008-04-29T02:09:00.001-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

lol have fun failing.

2008-04-28T05:04:00.000-07:00

Putting stuff into my mind

Thank you.

My ears are rotting off. I do not need to hear what i do not wish to. Neither do i need to hear what i wish to. Out for some crazy fun in this endless fight to battle ourselves. A few of us shall go "hahaha" down the streets of freedom. We shall have the last laugh......and now comes the hard part.

_ _ _ says "I'll cut your mind into infinite pieces however long that takes and idiot infinite doesnt mean zero. Do you have the brain of a primary child"?

"The knife doesn't give one pleasure. It gives you a lifelong scar over the mundane."

Words that popped into my head today.
Polarity.
Portal.
Limit.
Scorn.
Chagrin.
Execrate
Salmon(:

The shit im scared of.
Hemophobia.
Aichmophobia.
Bogyphobia.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia.
Lygophobia.

spoilt bitch

2008-04-25T10:56:00.000-07:00

Spoilt Kid

Thats what I am im, currently asking the impossible.
I need 2 models 1 male and 1 female and a good camera. Yes you guessed, its some art shit. probably be the last item in line for me to do. Compiled all my ideas and did a few sketches today(ok ytd..). Feeling frigging sapped now took coffee to ease the headache due to fatigue or smth i guess.Prolly coming back anytime soon..

2am in the the morn. Im still wide awake man. im like yoohoooo anybody there!!? on msn that is. where has everyone gone...arent we supposed to study online? i saw like 5ppl from mfss on today.. not the usual 17+++

Insomniac
is going to hate today..later on
is suffering because of...
is gonna go alone in the mrt later for some figure studies. mebbe go chill somewhere after.
is accumulating hatred for disturbances while i work(damn you bloody dog owners dunno how to get your dog to stfu. damn you garang guni 1 day 3-4 come horn your goddamn horn so many bloody times. THE WHOLE ESTATE HEARS YOU NOW FUCK OFF,YOU GOT YOUR JOB WE GOT OUR LIVES)
is in denial(: im so happy about everything

-goodnight dear readers

2008-04-23T06:02:00.000-07:00

Hello again dear readers,

Wow lol...i realise i have been writing alot as of late. 22th,19th,18th,14th. As promised i shall upload this green moth.
Yes..."WOWWWW" "EEE IS IT REAL"??? "ITS FAKE FOR SURE"
well whatever i can only tell you its a 100% living organism, too bad for it looking so fake. To the happy people, (: thank god you liked it.

As of late im having male pms(premenstrualsyndrome for periodical moodswing,lol i dont care,its really happening). Im so sorry that i get rattled over small things. Sat around emo-ing for about an hour plus, yes i do agree that it is a shitty method to help ease sadness. Well i was kinda high after that. So yeah..Sorry alright Fiona?(:

Ok yay. currently on this book called "Brand new friend" by Mike Gayle. pretty fun book and then lol after that i get to return to the twilight series. Mmm. Should keep me out of boredom for awhile.

About me.
Likes dragonfruit(red). I refuse to eat white.
Is into this uber weird hair stated by Fiona. "Aiyah i dont care la, i like can liao. i know its ugly but you dont want to hurt my feelings (: thanks pal".
Is going to procrastinate on art...wth... 8pages of prep TT.paper size:A-1 lol. yes its 8times A2 pages.

2008-04-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

Earthday?

Hello dear readers,it is me again..

You know...nowadays people are littering like crazy,wasting resources...(omfg i waste a ton of paper a year). Sitting around thinking.
As we all very well know. Money is the root of all evil. The whole world is a cheap place, people not only exploit people. they exploit themselves. we WILL HAVE MORE CHILDREN. MORE MORE MORE!!!so we can earn $$ from other countries..and...at the same time accelerate the death of this not-so-fine-anymore world.
You ask yourselves environmentalists. DO YOU HAVE CHILDREN?
-Part 2/2 of environmental crappers ended-

About me
I cant stand oldies who wear styles that are not made for their looks. A fine looking oldie can will be turned into a hideous (not monster not freak) THING.
ESP AUNTIES. oh well all the aunties out there relax. its the 0.5%

Im still loving the flora & fauna. recently. this month. i didnt post anything about this really really cool moth. its green in colour omg. i thought moths were grey,brown? I will post if i remember,if i dont then you will remind me if you wanna see.
After that small lil thing yeah. i believe nature will love you in return, if you love it. Afterall it rewarded me.

-signing off. mood:talky-

Introduction

2008-04-19T20:24:00.000-07:00

Introduction

Hello people,readers and all the nice and nasty names.
:D

Once again i shall update on my personality. Kinda for my benefit and maybe a little for you people,if you care for my existance.

Ohh.. lets talk about dress sense. A thousand people will tell you what you wear
looks good to not hurt your feelings. If you're anywhere along the line of a friend. I'll tell you the truth. Been going out less nowadays... Anyways lol. I want to say that i see things in a different perspective.

Darren is currently into
Music- im fine as long there is noise. will not and never will tolerate silence.

Nature- sure i love plants. The world wont survive the next generation. we will sit this lifespan seeing the world rot away.

If im in a daze...im probably having a really good idea for my art.

Thanks for reading :D

hualala

2008-04-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

hualala

A blog entry? A blog entry it is!
and without further ado......
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Thanks for reading (:

yawn.

2008-04-14T04:25:00.000-07:00

Em si derob

The rain.
I see your dark purifying glory
I applaud your arrival
In a desperate time
Come and wash our sullied faces.
Wash away that incandescent smile
Wash away all the makeup
Now...child.
Do you realise how painful this world is?

-nth against the rain. i love it:)-

2008-04-12T08:44:00.000-07:00

／l、
（ﾟ､｡７　- Cat wants to take over the world
　l、 ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

lol the above is so cute. found it in some siggy.

sad..

2008-04-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

Thinking

Not like you people know anything about me. I feel for many people. But i cant help being like an idiot questioning the inevitable truth. On that day of supposed joy, it will rend my heart and mind like a knife. Throbbing harder every other second in its wake and eventually tearing away the last source of light in my heart.

-I cant help it

Mafuyu no Dance
From: Fan Club
Romanji by: akfgfan and MeL

koyuki mau namikimichi
shiroi iki ga keiteiku you ni
konna kimochi naraba
ima sugu nimo keshitai
kienai kedo

tsumaranai eiga no RASUTO-SHIN de
hora nakenai youni
chuuto hanpana hibi wo dekiuru nara keshitai
kaetai

SURO-na DANSU
kanashimi no SUTEPPU
DORAMA mo nai sonna bokura no
ashiato mo nai yoake no machi
kegare shiranai shiroi kokoro de ite

yuki ga tokeru koro ni
midori iro ga me fuku youni
imakoko ni aru omoi
karenai youni ikitai
furetai

mafuyu no DANSU
kanashimi no SUTEPPU
kibou mo nai sonna bokura no
tsugaranai
dakedo itsuka wa tsugaritai
sonna kokoro de

SURO-na DANSU
kanashimi no SUTEPPU
DORAMA mo nai sonna bokura no
ashiato mo nai yoake no machi
kegare shiranai shiroi kokoro de ite

notes.

2008-03-28T23:14:00.000-07:00

Frowning

Lol. Im frowning all the time without feeling angry. That is because there is no reason to smile. My friends bring joy to my life, i only smile because you guys are there. I am easily bored and therefore easily entertained. I laugh at every other lame joke no matter how lame it is that is unless its degrading me then ._ .''' . I laugh at my own jokes. People are constantly judging me like they judge you. I am neutral. There is only one exception to being neutral is if you cause trouble to my MOST important friends. If you disturb me if i will either be happy and tease back or i will just allow you to say anything cause its tiring to think of a retaliation. It is very easy to get into my goodbooks. Like every other natural Darren Loh Zhen Zhou. I love to converse with people that bother.

A self justifying ego boosting entry by me.
:D

wonderful

2008-03-26T03:30:00.000-07:00

Music Meltdown

Music does wonders for me.
It would work as well as a girl patting your back.
I listen to japanese music by a band called
Asian Kung Fu Generation

Another song

Night Diving
From: World World World
Official Translation by: Kyoko Matsuda

Circling further off on the loop road today once again
Every night, Loneliness sets forth
Night diver
A phantom that wanders the streets through the night
I go

White lines Broken
Pretend I can't see the future
My heart drowned in the grief that fell
And piled up in the winter era

My right hand, Tracing the ends of the heart line, wallowing in my feelings
Flickering emotions
Rise up agaiinn as they come back down
I go

Red lights, Beautiful
Lights that reflect on the water surface mesmerizes me
The Ferris wheel like fireworks
Coloring the imposters, Circling the skies

You can run until the far off skies turn white
It won't disappear, It won't disappear you know
You can step on it until the scenery melts in the wind
It won't disappear, It won't disappear you know

Dodging the reef
An excursion, following the trails
I go
Emotions dash to and fro
Rise up as they come back down
I go

Red lights, Beautiful
Lights that reflect on the water surface mesmerizes me

Breathe in deeply to the faintest of hopes
My heart drowned in the deep sea
--------------------------------------

I dont know about all the other people out there.
I feel that sad music makes me feel better.
Wonder if there are those like me that appreciate music in the same way.
To those who already know about AKFG.
I feel this album is very concious of the world and how to live our lives.
ESP. "Wakusei" and "Laika"
To look at something humans cant achieve as beauty.
To let go of everything and be free for a moment.
Definately makes sense.

-Looking forward to end of this year-

(Leave me a taggy. :D ciao.)

rawr.

2008-03-26T03:22:00.000-07:00

RAWR

Hello. i havent posted in a long time lol.

Bye.

2008-02-19T05:41:00.000-08:00

World Apart
From: World Apart
English Translation by: Okami Records

Flying into the city from the end of the world
Are endless ideas of this era
Accelerating into a night of sandstorm
I suddenly realised I’d lost my way

Dancing lightly to an impromptu song
An illusory ring made of the future and love
Even the humblest wish from our daily lives
Is like a dream

My two hands hold only so much
Bring about a revolution in my heart

Far away in the distance
Is a building pierced by emptiness
Paralysing the realities within my small studio apartment

Closed my eyes
And pictured you
Erased you and everything from my imaginary world
And finally understood

My two hands hold only so much
Your two hands hold just that much
With images thats surface deep behind my closed eyes
I’ll bring about a revolution in my heart

Far away in the distance
Is a building pierced by emptiness
Paralysing the realities within my small studio apartment

Closed my eyes
And pictured you
Erased you and everything from my imaginary world
And finally understood.

-The truth is always sad-Awoken from a mind hopeful of a fairytale dreams-

-

2008-02-16T08:07:00.000-08:00

Somewhat Sad.
Interpret this however you want.
Do not come to false conclusions
Erasing my mind yet again.

Ahhh..forget about this and give me a song to help ease my pain.

Korogaru Iwa,Kimi ni Asa Ga Furu - AKG

If I could, I’d repaint the world
It’s not as huge as ridding of war
But,It’s still a small part of it
I can’t become an actor or movie star;
in fact it’s the contrary
When in front of you,
I can’t even laugh right
I don’t have the ability too
What was my mistake?
I just don’t know,
(I’m) Rolling, Rolling
Without color from the start,
my heart has hurt
Surely we’re ahead of this
My mind is twisting, Rolling, Rolling
I began to run,
seeming to roll on the frozen ground
There isn’t even any meaning,
that’s what the sad thing is
In order to warm the night, I sing
Because I can’t cry,
and vastly I won’t be saved
As for me, I’m the rolling stone
That keeps trying to go on my way somewhere
Your life sprouts out,
separating from the hard ground
And light had seems to sparkle (upon you)
Digging up and exposing all of your loneliness
Crossing over that hill that’s ahead
You’re riding in the small red car
Turning left on an angle in the distance,
you cannot be seen from here
What I’d make a mistake in?
I don’t understand,
(I’m) Rolling, Rolling
Without color from the start,
my heart has hurt
Surely we’re ahead of this
My mind is twisting, Rolling, Rolling
I began to run,
seeming to roll around in this freezing world

amusing.

2008-02-15T03:47:00.000-08:00

Today has been somewhat amusing

Went to the library during school hours (: not to do our art hw and research. But to eat! Thank god its friday.
Came home to cook my butter toast i found mouldy bread... ; - ; resigned to eating some biscuits and loads of other "tasty" stuff to fill my stomach. Bleah.. no ideas to write just really really happy its fri.

stuff

2008-02-14T07:55:00.000-08:00

3parts rose syrup 1part water.

A sweet poison that will erm...
corrupt your bladder. _ ."

cny

2008-02-05T23:25:00.000-08:00

yay the week comes to an early close for me this week lol.
im happy and unhappy at the same time now...
Fun
seeing relatives
Annoying
all shops closed...

2008-02-04T04:07:00.000-08:00

Korogaru Iwa, Kimi ni Asa ga Furu

dekire ba sekai wo bokuha nuri kae tai sensou wonakusuyouna dai sore takotojanai dakedochotto soremoaruyona

haiyuu ya eiga suta^ niha nare nai soredokoroka kun no mae desaemo jouzu ni warae nai sonna boku ni jutsu hanaiyona aa ...

naniwo machigatta soresaemowakaranainda ro^ringu ro^ringu hajime kara motte nainoni mune ga itan da bokura hakittokono saki mokokoro karama tte ro^ringu ro^ringu itetsuku jimen wo koroga ruyouni hashiri dashi ta

riyuu monainoni nanda ka kanashi i nake yashinaikara yokei ni sukui ganai sonna yoru wo atatame ruyouni utau nda

iwa ha koroga tte boku tachiwo doko kani tsure te iku youni younikatai jimen wo wake te inochi ga mebae ta ano oka wo koe tasono saki ha kouki itayouni younikun no kodoku mo subete abaki dasu asa da

akai akai chiisa na kuruma ha kun wo nose te tooku mukou no kaku wo magatte koko karaha mie nakunatta

naniwo nakushita soresaemowakaranainda ro^ringu ro^ringu hajime kara motte nainoni mune ga itan da bokura hakittokono saki mokokoro karama tte ro^ringu ro^ringu itetsuku sekai wo koroga ruyouni hashiri dashi ta

ignore this post. its for myself to refer to.

Today.

2008-02-04T03:47:00.000-08:00

Today

Worst P.T session i ever had......give away free show to unknown people.
All them about 15+ ppl(estimated) at the hall level all staring at us doing
P.T...

Tell me paiseh anot. want to do pushup...but rooted firmly to the floor.
Try doing girls style pushups. Also cant move...

Stare at us doing beep test.
Stare at us being tortured.

; - ; want act also must be rational... please.

Ahh nvm. Early night today then. I always said i hate mondays and tues.

By:Very Very Annoyed Soul.

how odd.

2008-02-02T21:50:00.000-08:00

How odd.

To the certain few and the many that will soon realise.
I have become more of a neutral personality. People
that don't stay close will drift further, people who stay
close will still be in touch with the old me.
An emphasis on 12/100. You'll always be important.
To the rest. Do whatever you want if you want to tell me
i suck, i suck, im an asshole, then im an asshole. I won't
bother wasting my time to quarrel with anyone. I'll just
erase them one by one.

By Very Very Annoyed Soul

-sitting infront of my computer letting my mind slowly rot away.

2008-01-26T06:18:00.000-08:00

Hmm today has been an eventful day i guess.

Hmm today during my bus ride
it has been has been infested with some oddly
crude people. About some 5 people were sitting
on the outside seat with the inside seat empty.
Feeling nothing for the 2 gramps that we're
standing waiting for a seat... Concludes their
parents never taught them manners. Im not
talking about teenagers. Their faces look a well
30-40+

Why odd? Think please the gov. has emphasized
importance to our countries oldies. Ain't it a wonder.

Hmm today i did cycling,went to popular,went to arcade
(jubilee),went to arcade(amkHUB),went home?

Amusing time at the arcade i guess. What about my
commitments? I said i'll work hard on weekdays and
slack on weekends. Met ry at jubilee, so I invited him
to go to arcade. Played the basketball machine. Didnt
set a record thou. So its kinda pathetic 425 for record
we scored 403. Went to hub to play a super funny game.
Not like you guys wanna know but if you do go out with
us you will know. So far some 16people know about this
"particular game" and theres a way to play it too (:

cheer up

2008-01-23T02:11:00.000-08:00

Random post.

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hahaahahhahaahahhahaa
hahhahaahahha
haaahahaahahhah
haahahhahaahahha
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haahahhahaahah
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End of post~

...

2008-01-12T09:06:00.000-08:00

I AM GOING TO TEAR MY HAIR OFF!

Oh god...i went to TP open house on friday.
Looking at all the brochures, I think ima
die soon. 6 pts over 3subjects, on top of that
i have to get as low pts at possible... 10 points
is a scrape through score i realised...
Stress like hell. nvm. wake up then start
revising some more.
Dead... now im under so much pressure,
my seniors are amazing. How the hell they
cope

-goodnight all

stuff about me.

2008-01-10T06:19:00.000-08:00

Stuffs about music.

A bored Darren is a dead Darren.

ENOUGH. that was random

Ok basically im a music lover, 1 of my besties told me the genres
I like are AC jazz;New Age;R&B;JAP MUSIC and etc.

As for pure music , i lean towards the violin and piano.
Calming objects ain't they. Bet many love them too , the saddest part
is that i have 0 music talent. I remember that i passed my pri school
music test by memorizing sequence. So in actual fact , i cant play the
recorder.

Favourite bands/singers are: The Killers, Asian Kung Fu Generation(AKG)
I don't think theres anymore. The other bands that i like are for a
short period of time. Not an obsession. Eg. i think Red Jumpsuit Apparatus?
nice songs. Really depends. Anything else that has alot of charisma and talent
will also be marked a favorite. Voice counts towards this, whether they can sing
live or not. As i've said , i'll say once again Fall out boy sarks. Patrick Stump
fucked up his band performance during the live earth concert. Ever since then
FOB is a lousy band. A tad dissapointed , yawn.

I am addicted to The Killers for they are the first band that has had a live concert
with standard being aired on tv. I can't say that its exactly the same. But they pulled
it off quite well.

As for AKG. Its a band that i listen to , this band is odd compared to any other band
anyone has ever seen. The whole band is always in casual wear. EVEN FOR CONCERTS.
Thats right it makes everyone feel so at home. Their members are pretty uber i should
say. Drummer is fantastic(refer to song:Blue Train). Lead singer is pretty awesome too
Guitarist's talent is shown IN EVERY SONG(Note not the lead singer. there are 2 guitarists)
Ok so this band is very effective in curing a illness called emo. Their songs usually sound
happy. But thats not the case, translated in English the lyrics are somewhat really emo.
This is the best part. After listening everything seems to cool down and it doesnt seem so
bad anymore.
Jap music lovers, i urge you to give this band a try.

-Currently anticipating AKG's new album on the 6th feb

Nick's b'day

2008-01-08T03:20:00.000-08:00

Heres our special invulnerable guest(birthday boy), Nicholas Wong!~
Yes lol its his B'day today. Today has been a fine day.
Lots of fun, humor and stuff.
Nick of course had to go through our special birthday customs
(please ignore the above sentence as prolly only sailors understand)
Candle eating ceremony. Ok not really eating. But he has to pull out
the super short candle out of the cake. Doesn't end there. Theres still
cake smearing ceremony. Facepaint like in the army.

Hah funny people.

Book review:The Alchemist

2008-01-06T07:16:00.000-08:00

To: Specified Readers

Book review:The Alchemist

By:Paulo Coelho

Is it just me or the writer has a dang catchy name. About this book, the first thing i conclude is its not my type. I can't say for everyone else though. It would be a book most suited for people with a weak mindset. You want do to something and you're afraid to do something about it, give up along the way and stuff like that. This book would probably give you some motivation and encouragement to pursue your so called dreams. So those described above, do go read it for yourself. Its good for you.

Love, Darren

-ending the night at 11.23pm-
Theres school tmr lol. glad i finished my work. Pray for me that i don't get insomnia. Can only sleep till 6. Thats not much time.
Cya tmr.

snakes.

2008-01-05T19:11:00.000-08:00

New SKIN! Hmm. Or should i say my blog shed skin?
Like a snake or a lizard. Snakes are so misjudged, movie
directors are always making it a threat to the protagonist.
Then everyone will be sitting at the edge of their seats.

"OH SO GANJIONG".

But if you don't disturb the snake, then why would it disturb
you. One small snake can only bite you. Two or Three is
nothing. Ok fine, if there is poison why the hell didn't you run
away. Movies are fake, if the snakes are so hungry why the hell
it has to aim man. Not some other animal, its as if it has not ate
for the last century. "HEY ITS A MAN!!! CHARGE!!!"
Oh well. Screw you directors stop making things look bad.

Axel and Lavi

2008-01-05T08:29:00.000-08:00

Yeah "Wiiiii^^<3">_> i think that girls like that. "Yaoi" means gay in jap. Prolly most understand. benefit of doubt. -ending the morning now. ima go sleep.tag or anything you want. ill reply for sure:D

The comprehensive guide to becoming a study pig(sec4)

2008-01-04T20:42:00.000-08:00

HELLO READERS lol.

By now we would already have had a taste of our hellish upcoming year already and thats not even full swing yet lol. Wonder how,writing in the process of experiencing.

1. No more games.
Don't sway yourself in the wrong direction anymore. It sounds hard doesnt
it? I myself am restraining from gaming. You can cut down from your weekends. Then don't
even touch it at all.

2. Do your homework.
Don't do and you'll start to lose out to your peers. Last thing you want is
for that to happen. I believe nobody plans to fail 'O'lvls. Save your teachers. They're the ones
worrying if you start becoming a noob again. Spare a thought for yourself and them will you.

3. Loads of sleep
This should be easy. As said earlier, cut out the games and do your homework. There done.
Its important that you get your sleep. Cuts the stress levels.

4. Concentrate
This prolly has been said a thousand times. Ill say it again. Concentrate during your lessons.
Sleep more and you can do this well. Its all a systematic reaction. Chemistry lol @.@

5. Endure it
Only how many more months before we are free(maybe a year). But it should be worth it.
Want a happy face you can hold high after you get your results.

-something about myself-
last year i was a slacker.
homework. heck it.
computer. 8hrs 7days a week
exams. borderline.
therefore. i should do smth to myself. i want to be a somebody. not a nobody (:

Re:selections.

2008-01-04T02:01:00.001-08:00

Well done to the 85 students. i see some familiar faces i ticked special there.
This coming Tuesday is the big day. See whether they pass their beep test.
High hopes lol. Interesting that there are loads more ppl interested this year.

"Curse us more,be our advertisment".

Won't make a long post. Its relax friday. Finally (:
-cya on msn peeps.

Teachers.

2008-01-03T06:12:00.000-08:00

To:4D

Our teachers are a hell good.
Stop frigging whining unless you wanna fail your O lvl.
There is no reason why we should want a change of form teacher or any other teacher.
You do realise how badly we screwed up last year.
Still you do not wake up.
I really don't understand how is it fun to fail.
Its really the end result.
Nobody gives a fuck how badly you've done in the past years.
Just ace the O lvls.
We'll all be recognised.

Love, Darren

Selections...

2008-01-03T05:23:00.000-08:00

I am TIRED...
I have had insomnia for the last 2 nights...
I reached home at 7+ for these 2 days...
After i reach home i still have to do homework and stuffs.
I can see that this year's sec1s are not too bad.
Might actually payoff.
I really wonder.
I'm now sitting infront of the computer destressing.
I'm chatting with friends.
I think it is very fun.
I feel cared for.
I pray i do not fall sick any time in this year.
I cannot afford to waste my class time.
I think i won't be so fun anymore.
I hope that you will understand.
I think i'm losing my mind.

New Year

2007-12-31T07:36:00.000-08:00

Lol see my desktop aint it nice.
its some what music oriented lol.

somehow gives a soothing effect

to my otherwise very intolerable lame com.

lol. see my msn nuahaha... dun be a moron . __ .'''

oh well. back to itunes. its hiding in the jukebox file.

btw peeps. have fun on your new year. cute year for all of us. next year sec4 means full authority over sec1's

oh well. im a bad senior the new year countdown show is retarded.. they are making fun of all the already cannot make it songs...

spamming alot of new year msgs now. if you dun get the msg. either i dun have your number..some of you =.= nvr give me... or its just msg traffic..then you get the msg later than usual.

-New Year Resolution:study->poly->work->splurge->happy.i hope i can achieve that..

Woooooooo new blog lmao

2007-12-31T06:51:00.000-08:00

Kudos to chee teng XD