Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @5:41 AM
World Apart
From: World Apart
English Translation by: Okami Records
Flying into the city from the end of the world
Are endless ideas of this era
Accelerating into a night of sandstorm
I suddenly realised I’d lost my way
Dancing lightly to an impromptu song
An illusory ring made of the future and love
Even the humblest wish from our daily lives
Is like a dream
My two hands hold only so much
Bring about a revolution in my heart
Far away in the distance
Is a building pierced by emptiness
Paralysing the realities within my small studio apartment
Closed my eyes
And pictured you
Erased you and everything from my imaginary world
And finally understood
My two hands hold only so much
Your two hands hold just that much
With images thats surface deep behind my closed eyes
I’ll bring about a revolution in my heart
Far away in the distance
Is a building pierced by emptiness
Paralysing the realities within my small studio apartment
Closed my eyes
And pictured you
Erased you and everything from my imaginary world
And finally understood.
-The truth is always sad-Awoken from a mind hopeful of a fairytale dreams-
Saturday, February 16, 2008 @8:07 AM
Somewhat Sad.Interpret this however you want.Do not come to false conclusionsErasing my mind yet again.Ahhh..forget about this and give me a song to help ease my pain.
Korogaru Iwa,Kimi ni Asa Ga Furu - AKG
If I could, I’d repaint the world
It’s not as huge as ridding of war
But,It’s still a small part of it
I can’t become an actor or movie star;
in fact it’s the contrary
When in front of you,
I can’t even laugh right
I don’t have the ability too
What was my mistake?
I just don’t know,
(I’m) Rolling, Rolling
Without color from the start,
my heart has hurt
Surely we’re ahead of this
My mind is twisting, Rolling, Rolling
I began to run,
seeming to roll on the frozen ground
There isn’t even any meaning,
that’s what the sad thing is
In order to warm the night, I sing
Because I can’t cry,
and vastly I won’t be saved
As for me, I’m the rolling stone
That keeps trying to go on my way somewhere
Your life sprouts out,
separating from the hard ground
And light had seems to sparkle (upon you)
Digging up and exposing all of your loneliness
Crossing over that hill that’s ahead
You’re riding in the small red car
Turning left on an angle in the distance,
you cannot be seen from here
What I’d make a mistake in?
I don’t understand,
(I’m) Rolling, Rolling
Without color from the start,
my heart has hurt
Surely we’re ahead of this
My mind is twisting, Rolling, Rolling
I began to run,
seeming to roll around in this freezing world
Friday, February 15, 2008 @3:47 AM
Today has been somewhat amusingWent to the library during school hours (: not to do our art hw and research. But to eat! Thank god its friday.
Came home to cook my butter toast i found mouldy bread... ; - ; resigned to eating some biscuits and loads of other "tasty" stuff to fill my stomach. Bleah.. no ideas to write just really really happy its fri.
Thursday, February 14, 2008 @7:55 AM
3parts rose syrup 1part water.A sweet poison that will erm...
corrupt your bladder. _ ."
Tuesday, February 5, 2008 @11:25 PM
yay the week comes to an early close for me this week lol.
im happy and unhappy at the same time now...
Funseeing relatives
Annoyingall shops closed...
Monday, February 4, 2008 @4:07 AM
Korogaru Iwa, Kimi ni Asa ga Furu
dekire ba sekai wo bokuha nuri kae tai sensou wonakusuyouna dai sore takotojanai dakedochotto soremoaruyona
haiyuu ya eiga suta^ niha nare nai soredokoroka kun no mae desaemo jouzu ni warae nai sonna boku ni jutsu hanaiyona aa ...
naniwo machigatta soresaemowakaranainda ro^ringu ro^ringu hajime kara motte nainoni mune ga itan da bokura hakittokono saki mokokoro karama tte ro^ringu ro^ringu itetsuku jimen wo koroga ruyouni hashiri dashi ta
riyuu monainoni nanda ka kanashi i nake yashinaikara yokei ni sukui ganai sonna yoru wo atatame ruyouni utau nda
iwa ha koroga tte boku tachiwo doko kani tsure te iku youni younikatai jimen wo wake te inochi ga mebae ta ano oka wo koe tasono saki ha kouki itayouni younikun no kodoku mo subete abaki dasu asa da
akai akai chiisa na kuruma ha kun wo nose te tooku mukou no kaku wo magatte koko karaha mie nakunatta
naniwo nakushita soresaemowakaranainda ro^ringu ro^ringu hajime kara motte nainoni mune ga itan da bokura hakittokono saki mokokoro karama tte ro^ringu ro^ringu itetsuku sekai wo koroga ruyouni hashiri dashi ta
ignore this post. its for myself to refer to.
@3:47 AM
TodayWorst P.T session i ever had......give away free show to unknown people.
All them about 15+ ppl(estimated) at the hall level all staring at us doing
P.T...
Tell me paiseh anot. want to do pushup...but rooted firmly to the floor.
Try doing girls style pushups. Also cant move...
Stare at us doing beep test.
Stare at us being tortured.
; - ; want act also must be rational... please.
Ahh nvm. Early night today then. I always said i hate mondays and tues.
By:Very Very Annoyed Soul.
Saturday, February 2, 2008 @9:50 PM
How odd.To the certain few and the many that will soon realise.
I have become more of a neutral personality. People
that don't stay close will drift further, people who stay
close will still be in touch with the old me.
An emphasis on 12/100. You'll always be important.
To the rest. Do whatever you want if you want to tell me
i suck, i suck, im an asshole, then im an asshole. I won't
bother wasting my time to quarrel with anyone. I'll just
erase them one by one.
By Very Very Annoyed Soul
-sitting infront of my computer letting my mind slowly rot away.