Sunday, September 14, 2008 @6:22 AM
Oh wells.I don't know what to say. So much for even fat hope. Gone like the wind. Seemingly a joyous occasion to me that you now have someone else thats better than me. I don't really know whether im truly happy or what, love is supposed to be giving not being selfish. I suppose its gameover for me, why would I even try for someone out of my league. The sting of naivety, tears flowed. With some introspection. Alright, I always thought I could make you happy, your smile meant that much, looking for methods I delved too deep.
I hope you're reading this. My exact feelings are thank you. For teaching me so much about life. To face reality. Although it was harsh, no pain no gain. I still love you, but those feelings would fade with time and resolution, please stay happy.
I cant be your friend, you haven't been nice since I knew you until now, I'll only interpret it as false hope, so...
One level less callow. Darren 'Nefrodiv' Loh.